surrender

Load Lifter // Micah

Have you ever noticed how burden often begets burden? A heavy heart is made heavier still when one inflicted with a pain is overtaken by the unexpected discouragement accompanying the trial.  This state is only perpetuated when a current of shame, shame for having despaired in the first place, keeps the broken reed from reaching the air on the surface. If unlifted, what began as a hurt, can become a weighty sea threatening to drown the life of the one held under its wake. The broken one is left to think, "what would God want of me now, I am of no use?"

The answer God gives to that question is "everything." He wants everything to do with the heavy of heart who come to Him in humility and truth. He does not ask the broken to fix themselves, to make themselves presentable, that they may merit His presence. He does not say to the drowning man, "learn to swim, and if you get the hang of it, swim my way." 

No, he says, "cry out to me and I will come." He says, "come to me and I will mend.” We were not made to bear the load, but instead to know the Load Lifter. 

"The Lord helps the fallen and lifts those bent beneath their loads.” Psalms 145:14

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 

- Micah McElveen

When God Doesn't Move // Micah

Have you ever prayed hard for something and got nothing? It can be disheartening when are passionate cries for physical or spiritual healing seem to end with continued brokenness. It can feel vain to continue asking when calls directed to heaven are seemingly returned to earth with the sound of silence.

Our faith can be deeply challenged when we desperately call for the winds of change, believe God for it, and yet find our sails hanging limp. What do we do when we believe God for the shifting of the mountain and find it where we left it? What do we do when we ask but God doesn't move?

Some walk away. "If He can and He didn't He is not kind. If He's kind and He couldn't then He's not able," they reason.

Some turn to shame. "I must not have prayed right, believed well or maybe I am no longer loved by God at all," they fear.

Some turn to God. "He is sovereign over life and death. His vantage point is not limited by time or space. And while I want my prayer answered the way I prayed it, I want Him more than I want anything. I admit God is far too infinite for my finite mind to intellectually master His. I trust that He is ultimately working all things for our good and His glory, even when it appears He hasn't moved.”

May we trust God, when we call out to Him for a way forward and the seas part before our feet, and may we hold fast to His unchanging power and perfect nature when we ask and God Doesn't Move.

"So although Jesus loved Martha, Mary, and Lazarus, he stayed where he was for the next two days." John 11:5-6

"When Mary arrived and saw Jesus, she fell at his feet and said, “Lord, if only you had been here, my brother would not have died.” John 11:32

"And the Father who knows all hearts knows what the Spirit is saying, for the Spirit pleads for us believers in harmony with God's own will. And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them." Romans 8:27-28

- Micah McElveen

Surrender Equals Peace // Micah

A plant that towers above the soil originates from a seed that must first be buried beneath the earth. So it is with some of the most impactful things in life, they come about through some of the most counterintuitive means. This is true of realizing peace.

Our instincts say we must fight, gain control, and maintain options in order to find and sustain peace. The thought of "throwing our hands in the air," "laying all our cards on the table," or "putting all our chips in one basket" strikes the average person as unwise if not reckless. The thought of surrendering our will and relinquishing the illusion of control feels unsettling, yet when it comes to actualizing true peace that is exactly the way.

Trusting in Christ, the Prince of Peace, implies letting go of self-reliance, turning the reins of ones life over, and forgoing alternative paths for "the way". He calls us to quiet trying to construct roads to Him and to travel the one His Son paved. He calls us to lay our anxious thoughts aside and rest in Him. In a frenzied world addicted to sufficiency, He prescribes a surrender that leads to peace.

"Therefore, since we have been made right in God's sight by faith, we have peace with God because of what Jesus Christ our Lord has done for us." Romans 5:1

"I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in him." Romans 15:13a

"You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you because he trusts in you." Isaiah 26:3

Humbly Furnished Peace // Micah

When a false sense of survivable autonomy and an inflated view of self-sufficiency are embraced, our pride swells and inevitably anxiety is ushered in. Ripe with all the above are societies that ignorantly over exentuate their independence. Such societies idolize the "Lone Ranger" myth and elevate the "Last Man Standing" narrative. From Super Man & Captain America to John Wayne & Clint Eastwood, we tout rugged individualists who pull them selves up by their boot straps, draw solely from internal motivation, take on the bad guys with "no help from no buddy," and do it all without breaking a sweat. 

Beyond being unrealistic and disengenous the underbelly of this solo act mentality is grounded in ego, "the limelight need only shine on me" and naivety, "I don't need God or others." As if we gave ourselves raw talents, furnish the oxygen that fills our lungs, and self-hatched from an egg laid by a rock. 

Given over to this thinking, we find ourselves exaggerating our own contributions, buying our own press, spending extensive time managing our image and increasingly worrying about all we are responsible to sustain. Ironically, a "solo uno" approach to life feeds pride and anxiety because it puts the weight of the world and the responsibility to keep it spinning on shoulders that aren't load-bearing. Left unchecked, this weight eventually sinks the most stalwart of ships.

In God's economy, humility and peace, are inextricably linked and together provide the keys needed to loose the shackles of pride and anxiety. Humility says, "Lord, you are mighty and by your hands, great good can be ushered in through your servants." It says, "you have called me to do life in community with others, who are strong where I am weak and wise where I lack understanding." It says, "I am free to cast the cares and anxieties that weigh me down on the one capable of shouldering the load." 

While pride says, "look at me," Humility calls for us to, "fix our eyes on Him.” While anxiety says, "worry because it is all on me," peace says, "rest comes when you transfer the load to Him." While pride ultimately adorns the walls of ones heart with anxiety, humility furnishes the halls of our inner man with peace. 

"And God will exalt you in due time, if you humble yourselves under his mighty hand 7 by casting all your cares on him because he cares for you." I Peter 5:6-7

“Do not be anxious about anything. Instead, in every situation, through prayer and petition with thanksgiving, tell your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God that surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7

"You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you because he trusts in you." Isaiah 26:3

- Micah McElveen